矛盾~

我真的很矛盾吖~

为什么我脑一下完全是空的~？？？

应该可以怎样才能解决这些问题~

很多时候我不想去想让自己烦~但偏偏那些烦恼却会自己找上门来~

真的很累了~怎么办？没有人可以体谅我~

可以给我休息的时间吗？？？。。。真的好累好累噢~

每天都这么累过日子~我真的会连哭也没有眼泪了~

唉~~~~~~~~~~~~

我想还是继续留在这个公司吧~

原因我想不出~

虽然我不想留在这里~但我没有选择~

因为我暂时还没找到新的工作~也很想试下换去不一样的部门看下会不会有不一样的感觉~

我头快爆了~救命!!!!.....

最近一直生病~是我身体真的那么弱~还是因为熬夜的关系呢????...haixxx!!!!

haizzzz

事情慢慢的被很多人知道

不是要说什么

只是不想让他对我反感

毕竟我们的朋友部分都是认识的

为什么我会这样说~因为朋友都会一直在他面前说这件事情~

我怕因为这样让他对我越来越反感~

我没有要怎样的结果~只要我们还是朋友那也很好了~

就顺其自然好了~

我的要求就真的那么简单~

haixxxxx!!....stop it please!

love

already Two Years Two Weeks And Five Days!!!...:)

is what? hehe~how long im love him!

very miss him everyday~

already many friends ask me to give up him!

but i cant do it~why? i don't know~sigh!!!!

just gave a time~

we still are friend i already so happy~don't hope anymore now!

just be normal then ok~

because I don't want "希望越大 失望越大"....

that's all!!!!....

recently da ME

pig!..hehe

smalie:)

Recentlyyyyy~

wow~im coming back lu!

how are you my friends~my babe~my family all~

I MISS YOU all everyday~:)...

how about me?! same us before loh!

everyday working and ever thursday go GOSH..:)hehe!

but not bad for me also~because i can know more friends :)...

and can meet him...hahaha!...

but if go every week i will "die" i think~:(

my new friend is JayceZz Chin Sean Bennett Svetlana Quincey and desmond

.they is very nice~

after this week or few day i will STOP my job!just because i TAK BOLEH TAHAN already~!

very tired and hate that place and the people!!!!

and i need to find a NEW job again

maybe will learn make up or what leh?...haizzz!!!very trouble at all~....

just be normal~

just wish can happy everyday~...

miss you all!....

happy night in GOSH Club

WooW~last night i went to GOSH again

for what?!hehe~just because for party and someone!haha~

really very very happy and enjoy last night~

we have CRAZY in the night

but i get DRUNK~drunk~drunk~jor tim!!haixxx...

maybe dance too high jor~now my whole body very pain~

especially my leg and waist very very pain ah!!!help~

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I meet him again ya!!hahahahhaha~very happy loh~

have drink with him and took pic with him also but i think is very UGLY de loh~

because the time i already feel drunk jor~oh goddddddd!!!!

haixxx...~at 4am something we back home luu~END THE HAPPY NIGHT!!!

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正所谓"男人身边就是会有那么多的女生围绕着"

我指得就是他〉〉〉看了会吃醋是正常的拉~哈哈哈哈!(勉强中)

但是可以怎样我又不是他的谁吖!!!!...wuwuwuwu~~~~

hello~

Im coming here^^

how about all my friends ya~~

recently keep working only,no time to meet my friends~

I VERY VERY VERY VERY MISS YOU ALL~where are you going~

i very hard working now~but no time to rest more

keep sick recently~very sad~and very very tired~

when i can get a long holiday to rest and relax more?!

but not bad lah~after work also go club with friends sometime~hehe!

so nice!!!.....

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my mummy keep buy many things for me

mask+cloths and anythings~haha!..lolxx

but buy too more i no time to use all~

anyway THANKS mummy so much~

and she buy my lovely hello kitty things for me~i very happy~

LOVE YOU MUMMY~!!!...

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i very miss him~

but very happy can chat with him sometime

and will go GOSH club support him~hehe!!!

dont know why i cant to give up~why?

already many friends ask me dont be a stupid or what~

but....haixxxx!!!just no a reason to give up~

if i keep like that maybe i will become his BIG FANS~.....

(not bad mah)hoho!!!!..right?!....

see you all next time here^^...

miss you~love you~